Queen Siti

Disclaimer: This story is inspired by Charles Causley's poetry; What Has Happened To Lulu? and Sahira S.'s I Have Found Lulu.         Unlike the other days, I could not afford to pay attention during History that morning. My mind brimed with Lulu and my unknown past that I yet to decode. All my life never perceiving what I was ought to know made me feel deceived. Feeling too staggered, I lifted my hand and asked Mr. Smith's assent to go to the toilet. I quietly shoved Lulu's diary that I brought to school under my pullover. Forasmuch as no soul saw the journal, I continued making my way out of the class to the restroom.          I failed to hold my idiosyncrasy to discover more of the journal and here I was; sitting on the toilet seat, on the verge of opening the book. Without further delay, I continued where I left off. 22nd June 2009 Omg, guess what? No, you have to guess. Wrong!  Dean asked me to be his ...

Disclaimer: This story is inspired by Charles Causley's poetry; What Has Happened To Lulu? and Sahira S.'s I Have Found Lulu.         I found myself bewildering again. Eleven years had passed since the death of Lulu. Though I was only at the age of six at the time, the scenes that my eyes witnessed were still vivid in my core memory. Till now and then, I still wondered the ground of Lulu's actions. Aside from my thoughts, mother often refused to face my questions for every time I asked about Lulu.          We were finishing dinner at the dining table, quietly. Mother looked like she was deep in her galaxy of thoughts like how I was a minute ago.         "How was your day, mother?" I disturbed the silence.         "Fine," her head did not shift a slight. Her eyes were locked to the yet unfinished meal. My wonder wandered off to her understanding of my concern towards her. I wish ...

Trigger warning: This story contains mature themes and triggering events. You are suggested not to read if you get easily triggered. I         He was finally conscious after spending half of the night snoring under the air conditioner. Phoenix blinked his heavy eyes a few times to the ray of sunlight that was waking him up from slumber. From lying down, Phoenix changed his position to sitting in the comforting bed. His eyes were like a predator's eyes- scanning every corner of the unknown room. His confused mind pondered where on Earth he was. After minutes of solving the puzzles, Phoenix finally remembered what happened last night. Getting drunk in the nightclub for the seventh time in the month was not the brightest idea. Ever since he received a letter of divorce from Caitlyn, his life turned upside down that dancing under the disco ball had become his night routine. Losing a soul that he thought would forever beg on her knees for him crashed Pho...

Assalammualaikum and hello. Welcome back to yet another 'promising' tutorial. As you can see in the title, I am going to share some tips on how to excel the upcoming exams you are to take. If you are a working adult and present here to merely scroll down, may I say this post could help you too? Albeit this millenial is still in progressing on building her life, she still hopes that these simple steps can be taken even with the smallest bit- if it works for you. A quite disclaimer; I myself am not a super genius whose head got stroked by the teachers while walking on the stage with applausing fans on the floor. I am only a mediocre student but this guide is what I do as one (as a student, I mean). Quit babbling around, let's get to the point. Step 1: Cherish the knowledge that you are given Before practising anything drastic, we need start from the bottom. Do you let your eyes open to see the hardship of thinkers, inventors, philosophers, and reseachers before...

Assalammualaikum and hello everyone.  We all know what is going on all over the world- about how terrorists Muslims are, how bad Islam is. I mean, wow we are the worst until we don't deserve to live in any country! Of course, the Zionists who attack innocent citizens and children in Palestine deserve to live in the country! And of course, the New Zealanders who killed Muslims in the mosque are kind! Only Muslims are bad in this whole wide world! (Sorry, I just can't help being sarcastic.) Fortunately, I noticed that from time to time, netizens tend to open their eyes and accept all kinds of people just the way there are- especially Muslims. This makes me feel so relieved. Even though this situation spreads, there a still a few percentages of people who are still being racist and mock us Muslims. I took a moment to analyse this situation and thought perhaps those people haven't been disclosed about how Islam actually is. So we are here today to discover ...

" What lies behind makes no sense in my mind But I know that it's time to let go "- Aurora Aksnes Assalammualaikum and hey. How are you holding up? I hope you are in God's blessings. Thank you for making a decision to read my thoughts and opinions again. You see, every decision that we've made led us to who, where and what we are today. Just like you who made a decision to click on this post. Many of us have the anxiety on what to do with some circumtances in their lives. We fear our decisions and choices may give consequences in the future, and that's normal. Some of us even get bound with the bad decisions decision they've made in their pasts. I think we all have experienced it, or even are experiencing it now. It feels like we're stuck in the past and can't find way to turn back to present. The memories haunt us every night and everywhere. We wish we could turn back time and change everything so we could be happy in this moment...